stars of the lid

i want to know things.

lots of things.

i want to know that i don't know things.

i want to know where to go.

i want to know who to go with.

i want to know you, love.

i want to know if the cosmos is just a cardboard cutout.

i want to know if this is a scam.

i want to know if the good lord is a fucked up idea.

i want to know nothing at all.

so... i guess i want to wonder.

but, I really don't know what i want.

but, i do.

pens, wendy's, and redbull

justin beat me in chess yesterday.
bennett is in town with matt.
jakob and I swung naked on the rope swing attacking eachother.
meagan, bennett, matt, and myself watched attack of the clones with jenny.
she wasn't feeling well. she got her tonsils removed a few days back.
my family was in oliver twist. my mom had her first speaking part.
becca still has my shoes.

workin' in the city

i am at clothing xchange.
it is partly cloudy and really hot.
i've smoked 16 cigarettes today.
i plan on going to the rope swing when i get off.
i also leave for Tejas this evening with Jakob and hopefully steven.
i am going to surprise my family.
they are in the musical oliver twist.

loneliness as a way of happiness.

i ate a potluck today and have had my pants unbuttoned since - i am still full.
i am worn out, but not.
we had a 20's party last night and drank a lot of beer and smoked a lot of cigarettes.
we all dressed up and looked awesome.
there are polaroids.
i wish i was the soviet union.
jakob's screen is cracked and it's annoying as hell.

sick puppies

i played six games of chess yesterday and won them all.
i am sick.
music tonight exit in.
i just started reading a fantastic book.
arvo part rules.

creation

i am a shit blocker.
this was started to block shit.
welcome to my world.
wayne's, well more like williams... world.
I dropped Jerry off yesterday behind a grocery store in Alabama and helped set up his tent.
I was very sad.